Its a crazy time for me. I'm going through a lot and I mean a lot of changes and I am generally loving every minute of it. These last 6 months have been among the brightest and happiest in my life, and at the same time been some of the most introspective and challenging. I have had some interesting moments, like looking in the mirror about an hour ago and seeing more of a young lady there than a man, slightly tomboyish in slacks and a dress shirt but still there she was, Becca truly looking back at me. I cannot stress enough that this is so much more than a physical transformation. Even with my poems I cannot perfectly describe how amazing and how different I feel. It is not always a fun ride mind you but still, on the worst of days I feel like me and that's new for me. There is so much to learn and so much to do and so much to look forward to

I am really tired tonight, I got the scariest job interview call of my life today. A company called for Rebecca and is requesting an interview with her July is supposed to be my prep month and I was hoping to wait till next check to do my prep and stuff because I am beyond strapped right now but it is manageable. Still I am worried that I am going to totally blow my interview because I am going to have to tell them I am TG. As girly as I am looking I'm not there just yet. So yeah, it split my sleep into two 3 hour naps. Egads ranting!

I am happy, I am finding myself and my happiness more than I ever have in life. That being said, there are new and myriad challenges on the horizon that are both daunting and somewhat intimidating, I have no doubt I will some how make it, I have made it this far haven't I

Peace Love and Carrots,

Becca

The Renegade Rabbit